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Everything Is Terrible

June 8, 11 //
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internets, joy

Roaming the Lake Street Savers, I spied my first Jerry in the wild. I had to buy it, of course, and of course planned to send it to Everything Is Terrible’s Maguire Watch, but now I kind of want to keep it. It’s so… alluring. And magical. It really ties the room, my apartment and whole life together.

If you are not familiar with Everything Is Terrible, what’s wrong with you?

 

In other news, I love the Lake Street Savers. All sorts of creeps and weirdos leave special gifts.

I found her this way, honest.

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how not to pick me up

September 9, 10 //
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found text, hilarity, internets

The first xtranormal I saw, I fell in love. It’s not that every conversation should be reduced to monotone text-to-voice, often foul-mouthed cuddly avatars. It’s that they invariably are, now, in my head, while conversations are actively happening.

Here’s my first foray. The web-based software was easy to use but I could not get it to render properly in the final publishing. The camera angle cuts are out of place, with some herky-jerky movements I didn’t put in the script. Hrm. Disappointing. I’ll have to experiment more later. In the meantime, here is how not to pick me up at the Minneapolis Electronic Music Festival.

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d6 redux!

May 22, 10 //
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Site News
internets, joy

Yippee and hooray, deepsicks is new new! as friends of the site will notice.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeee!

The old design, applied painstakingly in 2008, was beginning to bore me. It was my first deep foray into WordPress and theme throttling; I’ve since retooled the site and created (i.,e., chopped to bits) 4 or 5 other WP sites. Experience and the skills gleaned made me eager to again re-imagine d6. The internet has also become so dare-I-say aggressively social. It is not about content but community. And community’s great, sure, but not when the impetus for creation is affirmation and the neverending feedback lookie loo loops of likes and links. The internet—art—life does not need aggregation. It needs content.

I wanted a theme that reflects that idea and is what it values. While deepsicks has always been textually focused, I wanted this highlighted even more—while also giving stronger credence to the photography that has been showing up more often (and as solo images, disconnected from substantial narrative) over the past few months. For all my interest in social media, as a webophile and librarian, I don’t care if you care if I’m on Facebook or in what clever way I condensed my latest thought to legal tweet. If you want to be here, then you should be here, context aware but not crushed by it.

After hours of searching, I found my dream-maybe in Wu Wei, a theme by Jeff Ngan. It’s touted as minimalist, following the Taoist concept of its namesake: Knowing when to act and when not to act. Irony-steeped, I shredded the theme considerably to make it less less and more my perceived needs. I think I did well with fulfilling my objectives: text and photos are more prominent, post tags are visible, it’s cleaner, it’s sharper and it’s undeniably deepsicks. I’m pleased.

The design is optimized for Firefox, and there may be broken links or oddball pages over the next few days as the site transitions. I will resize photos for the most recent posts plus a few favorites to take advantage of all the new space, but most posts will stay as is (and they’ll look wonky because of it, but eight years is a long time to dredge and sledge).

Naturally, future forward will have the site lookin’ sharp. Please email or comment if you find anything borked or unusual, or if you have other suggestions. Thanks for your patience!

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it’s ALIVE! the death reference desk

July 2, 09 //
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Shouts
internets, libraries

Hey, everyone! I invite you to check out the latest library science-y meets morbid curiosity monument in my ever-expanding empire. The Death Reference Desk is a project I am thrilled to be part of with another librarian, Kim Anderson based in Portland, Oregon, and John Erik Troyer, a professor of death and dying studies in Bath, UK.

What the heck’s a Death Reference Desk? It’s a blog meets library without, well, books or subscription resources or any money at all, really, but we do have librarians! Two of ‘em! Plus one embattled professor obsessed with hyperstimulated corpses and the mechanization of death. It is a match made only on and through the power of the internet. What do we do? We scour the net and brick-n-mortar libraries for the best academic and general interest resources on death and dying topics, including current events with our ever-charming commentary. We also answer your death-related questions because we’re librarians and we’re awesome like that.

I built the site in WordPress and have been having a blast tracking and wrestling to the dust interesting and entertaining death content. Have a look around, subscribe, follow us on twitter, be amazed and so on and so forth. :)

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heir to the era, et cetera

January 29, 08 //
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Site News
internets, music, writing

Fist-twist the huhhhh? out of your eyes and gaze upon the new empire. The front-end of deepsicks is now powered by WordPress, “semantic personal publishing platform” eXtraordinaire. In less loftiness, I got some new blog software. It’s neat. It’s mighty. It will allow me to do things hitherto impossible or too arcane to figure out and program on my own, like RSS feeds and tag clouds, plus make super-handy tools like categorization and search.

I didn’t plan for this to happen—this massive whoa migration down to the timestamp, the archival hat on should I retain this broken link, keep this mistake, typo judgment turn of phrase I recognize for what it is dull! pretension, abuse of swift language, refrain from refrains and slanted shallow wisdom.

It just happened: about time and a total accident. Tinkering with the Rising to fix the b0rked commenting (it’s fixed!), I stared intently at the interface and imagined what it could do for deepsicks. Mind, this was also after wrestling to no avail with RSS. I knew it’d be a huge undertaking, with free time sans school or not, plus… scary. This is an old site, creeping up on six years. I can learn new tricks, but can it? Silly or not, there’s pride in 1.0. It’s all math, but it seems more logical (math logic making things happen, not reasoning logic that rightly declaims ridiculous doing things a million times instead CSS mapping them in automagical).

Possibilities are endless with scripts, but probabilities are known with what I know. I’m obviously no Luddite purist—lookee this big thing I did!—but I can’t say there hasn’t been a learning curve. I cannot begin to relay my frustration with the WordPress editor: what you see is not what you get, and that’s fine, that’s what I expect, crazily enough, but when I can’t rely on the coding mode to give me what I want—when it changes what I input—that’s a problem, a big one. That said, I am learning new things, and that’s always exciting. Though I don’t let on much ‘round deepsicks, I have became a fantastic library science nerd. To be fully engaged in my own information production, classification, organization, preservation and dissemination is, well, really freakin cool.

Though not a Luddite purist, I am still a purist, and aimed to keep the look and feel essentially the same, at least and especially for the main page. There may be subtle to radical design modifications in the future, but the main thrust for now is putting everything in place, so I can manipulate it as I please when I please. The content itself has changed little throughout, and I did leave in mistakes and links to four-oh-fours. Why change the past to pretend that the world has not in fact moved on?

Though I’ve long been a fan and still am of some things being difficult to find, I aimed to make the navigation more intuitive and comprehensive. Old pages that do something interesting or require a different format have been redesigned and upgraded; the text-based take-or-leaves were gathered up lovingly and given to WordPress to mind. I still have some relinking to do with these latter pages, and bear in mind the perpetual browser compatibility battle. As always, deepsicks looks best in Firefox. I did my best for Internet Explorer but after awhile (several hours) you have to bite your thumb instead of your tongue: Micro$oft, die. I will not waste my time.

So what’s with this RSS I keep talking about? Here’s a quick intro and links to get you started, if you don’t know much about it. RSS advocates always emphasize how it’s for people who use the web a lot. Though I guess that’d be me, I don’t use RSS for the sites I visit often and that update constantly, like news sites, but rather for obscure stuff with great-while updates—like deepsicks, and the Fakes and Andy Filers of this mad world. Because the posts are few and far between, I don’t check these sites often, but when they do update, I want to know about it, and immediately. So git yourself a feed, and a reader if you don’t have one, and never be slow-on-the-draw, left-in-the-dark again.

My feed link is posted on the right-hand side as “RSS Uberalles.” You can also get RSS feeds for individual comments. Do note that in feed readers you can often read entire posts without visiting the actual site. I would not recommend this for deepsicks, as some content, like photos and associated text, will not display properly or at all in a reader alone.

Regarding comments, I’ll be experimenting with the moderation levels. Comments are currently held for approval but only to filter out spam (which I’ve already received a great deal of while working behind the scenes). Any legitimate comment will be posted as soon as I receive notification, and after your first approved comment you can do it at will without my checking (I am unsure if this is based on approved IPs or emails… I guess we’ll find out). I apologize for the inconvenience—better than looking at ads, though.

That’s about it… and of what’s unexplained, I’m sure you’ll figure out. I’ll be working on authenticating the links of redesigned pages over the next week, but I don’t anticipate much trouble. Email me or leave comments if you have suggestions, or to point out any tragic flaws. Praise and glory’s also good. Personally I love how the new features betray and celebrate the depth of the site. The archives, broken down by month, allow for visual digestion of longevity. The tag cloud at a glance reveals the snags and wonders. Oh yes, there are “rants” and “angst.” I’m not proud, but you don’t have to be proud to be honest.

And yet I am proud. I am so proud, I have never been as proud as I am now.

As I trenched through the years gone by, I raided the music folder time capsules, too. System of a Down, Avenged Sevenfold, Tiger Army for crying out loud stomping out shouts, my god all these songs and sounds I hadn’t heard for ages, through my headphones once more through the pixilated memories, connected to the stories at the age of forever was it so short ago? the early aughts of writhing through moshpits, writing up rhythm, just look at the tags. Music. Shows. Dancing.

I am convinced my life could not have turned out differently. I believe it if belief can occur without clinging, without making me fixed instead of fixing the impression I’m time and again spiritually broke and spirit broken and what’s this “turning out” business I’m still burning, I’m still bleeding up. Bent double, but backwards, blown away.

“I didn’t plan for this to happen.” How could I.

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it was summer, now it’s autumn

November 7, 07 //
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Narratives, Photography, Shouts
halloween, internets, journeys, libraries, music, school, victoria, writing

Some happy news to share: I got a co-op job in Victoria, BC, from January through April, working at the University of Victoria. This was rather unexpected, as I was looking forward to my term two courses and shucks, graduating (already!) in April. But the job—working with UVic’s institutional repository—was too good to pass up. I will be moving to Victoria at the end of December until at least the end of April (you may recall my visit there last December, with the Mounties and the wax museum, oh my).

As a consequence of taking four months off to work full time in a city on an island famous for its stunning springtime flora and British sensibilities, I will be delaying graduation by eight months, until December 2008 (the summer course pickin’s are always slim, so I’ll need the next fall term to get my money and mind’s worth). Though enthused about the prospect of free time sans homework and related school stress, in addition, of course, to gaining invaluable professional experience while making a considerable killing, I am less pleased with the reality of life once again hacked into four-month pieces. How much longer do I need to learn that everything is temporary. Until I get it right? it wrongs me. I’m choosing it, at least the artificiality. Four months here, four months there, get far and never close. But it may be that making these decisions—a layer of choice over the truth of inevitability—keeps me from the danger of realizing I’m not in control of anything.

In the meantime—that is this time, right now—I am overwhelmed by what I must accomplish in the coming weeks, such as renting out my Vancouver place. Finding a new place to live in a city I won’t be able to visit until I actually move there. Finishing up the current, ever-crushing courses, all within the month because at the beginning of December I’m going to NYC for a two-week practicum at the New York Public Library. I am ecstatic and daunted, naturally. About everything. Completing the term, laying to waste logistics and arriving, there. The big apple to my mini. The can’t stop won’t stop city that never sleeps. I have never been, and I’ll be staying with Anna, the sorely missed. She’s promised me frolics, jaunts and restaurants to die for. We shall go dancing. We shall “do it up.” We shall kick a hole in that city that will heal instantaneously but leave me forever marked.

Following that, I’ll be in the Midwest for the Holledays. I’m unsure of Minneapolis dates, if I’ll be there at all. :/ Fargo will be no less living out of a suitcase, but I suspect I shall be tired of the kindness of couches, burdening of friends, and thus may keep it short, if not nonexistent. If I do wander through, it would be starting December 17th for a couple-few days. I will keep in touch.

Here’s the annual Halloween card. I was Prometheus, damned to perpetually have my liver torn out by a fluffy bald eagle. It was the first time I ever made guts—I was quite pleased, especially considering I came up with the idea, bought the materials, assembled it, applied it and was freaking out my bus driver on my way downtown dancing all in under four hours. The guts are crepe paper souped up in maple syrup and food-coloring fake blood. The next living dead event I attend will definitely see me a gutty zombie. :D

My birthday followed not far after. Twenty-seven feels older than other degrees of relativity, different, no turning back, especially when I don’t want to. Uncaring that I can’t. I have developed a dent in my face—a crevice between my eyes, all but unnoticeable to others now, I’m sure. This hollow collects shadow that with the cleft in my chin and the groove in my lip where the angel went shhhhh! cuts my face in half. In five years, it shall be distinctive. In ten, dramatic. In the years following that, my whole face will cave, and this dent will no longer be special. A shame. I think it’s beautiful.

So… with a bit of chagrin, and horror, I’ve come to realize I sink more time in Facebook than here. Quantity can’t beat quality, sure, but it feels like deepsicks is always playing catch-up, especially with general news. Maybe it’s because Facebook is more fun, what with the interaction and opportunity for the gibes, games and glory to spill over into the meatspace. Different spaces function differently, no doubt about it, and there can be no comparison, really. But I mention it as prelude to the hope that free time in Vic will afford me the chance to pull d6 outta the one-point-oh. Nothing too fancy (considering how I already broke the rising), but an RSS feed is long overdue, and it’d be nice to have deeper integration among my web playgrounds, especially within this one.

Deepsicks is not more true. I am beyond confused by questions of authenticity and my own authority to assign it, even to myself and my own creations, in closed systems, secrets that don’t know they’re secrets. But it is more something. More less, more or less, the edge of experience I otherwise dare not describe.

On an unrelated, random note, I’ve been heavily listening to Nine Inch Nails’ album Year Zero, which, incidentally, I definitely feel too old for. Even as a teen, I bit my tongue tucked in the corner of my cheek. But this, somehow, snuck up on me. Feels good to know I can still be knocked down by a piano, remastered times a million distortion and lyrics unconvincing but shouted oh so just oh so right.

Yeah.

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